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[ HAPPY "twentEEn two" BIRTHDAY!! =) ]

hahah! i love this day soo much. loving people!

mah gosh! every people i bumped to is greeting me "happy birthday!". isn’t wonderful??!! laughs. i am lovable.. hahahah!! :))

i’m getting older. [big grin :D] "it doesn’t matter how old we are, what matters most is how we live our life to the fullest. how we maximize our life. how we live. how we appreciate the people we love and loved us back. how we face life’s challenges, trials, struggles. how we overcome and conquer. how we stumble and get up. how we handle failures and never stop dreaming and pursuing our goals [press on!] until something happens. how we let go [leaving what's behind], moved on [start a new life], breaking free [free from everything]. how we LIVE and intimately inLOVE with JESUS CHRIST, hungry for HIM. how we grow deeper in our relationship with our Saviour Jesus Christ the Reedemer of all [once i was lost but now i am found]. how we TRUST God despite of ups and downs of life [trust God though we don't understand him at times, HIS thoughts are higher than ours. TRUST Him with all our hearts, with all our souls, with all that we are. TRUST Him for He knows the perfect plans He in store for us, plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future]."   

in the end of time all of us are destined to be with Him in eternity. JESUS CHRIST is our destiny. the earth is our temporary home. we are a foreigner in this soil. our home is in Heaven. "where you treasure lies, there your heart is. lay treasures in heaven where moth, rust,.. cannot break in. treasures on earth are easily fading, it rottens and can be destroyed, it has no value. a PURE and a CONTRITE heart pleases the Lord. it melts His heart. there are crowns waiting for us in heaven. a personal relationship with Jesus Christ is what He wanted, not our riches, medals, etc. but purely a relationship with JESUS. He wants us, our heart to be captivated by His unfailing love. a PERFECT inner peace comes only from God for He is gentle in Spirit. He is the perfect gentleman. let JESUS be the center of your life starting today and your life will never be the same again. JESUS is REAL. be bless! =) to know JESUS more read your bible everyday and HIS Word is healing to your bones it purges from the deepest part of your heart. only JESUS can touch your deepest core of your hearts, no human love can touch your hearts like JESUS does.

JESUS CHRIST "touching people, changing lives". =)

22 years! i walk a mile and it is not yet over. my journey has only begun! what i become today is because i remained stronger. i will never give up on life, life will give up on me. the way to Him is not easy but by HIS grace, mercy and unfailing love I CAN. as i get higher on the Mountain of God, "the higher you go up, the narrower it gets" and it is not easy. it takes courage, it takes faith to reach my destination on top of the Mountain where i will meet my Saviour Jesus Christ and waiting to hear him say "well done, my faithful servant, levite" with a big grin smile on His face. until that day comes i will persevere and do my purposes in life and fulfilling my calling and accomplished everything. i’m lovin’ mah life no matter what it brings to me. =)

tomorrow…. i want to be..

• a woman of influence
• a woman of God after His own heart
• a woman of moral integrity
• a woman of noble character molded by God
• a woman–passionately inlove with God

tomorrow is my future life, i know i will be much, much better kaye. i’ll wait that to come into being. in Jesus Name. Amen!

yeah! love you guys!! you made my day sooo happy! i will treasure this day eternally. i appreciated all your greetings!! i love you, love you, love you!!!! =)

i’m in state of dissociation!

dissociation, allows you to divert your attention to other things while you’re really in pain. parang "it is not true"!!

being attached to someone (i.e. family, friends..), someone you really cared for is good but when time comes that they need to go for some or not some let’s just say many reasons. it’s like killing you emotionally. you can’t just imagine that they are far away from you and think when will they come back again. that’s why i always say to myself "seize the day! enjoy life to the fullest like there’s no tomorrow because tomorrow may never come". i treasure every moment that i spend with my family and friends and i even stare at them thinking that one day i will never have the chance to look at them like i do today. sad but true! that’s how life works! peace yo!

life is soo short. happiness is a choice! i choose to be happy though sometimes life is a rollercoaster. i enjoy riding in my rollercoaster.

love you guys!! mwaaahugs!! =)