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FORGIVENESS

> is a P R O C E S S. . .

> is L e t t i n g   g o. . .

> is L o v i n g. . .

> is G e t t i n g  p a s t  t h e h u r t. . .

today is a love/heart’s day. right?! my friends were asking me who will be my date.. blah, blah, blah.. what am gonna write here in my blog is for real.

here it goes.. right now while i’m writing this blog. my heart is perfectly healed from the pain, endless tears fell from my cheeks. so now to end those wondering thoughts, here’s my answer.

i am stick to one(owwss, totoo ba yun?! YES, I AM!). i don’t like to fool around or to be fooled by somebody. i don’t have the right to hurt other’s feeling and i will not allow anyone to hurt me again that way. right now, right this very moment, I CAN say that i’m enjoying to be myself, enjoying things i never done before. enjoying bein’ single. free from complications, free from holding on on a non sense commitment. FREE. free to do things etc.

when you are "in a relationship", it doesn’t mean that you are happy because someone’s beside you or to cling to. you know!! some of them are fooling and doesn’t know what they are doing in that so called "in a relationship". right?! lalo na sa mga guys na after break up manliligaw ulit tapos may "special someone" na ulit. duh! pang rebound lang ba tingin nyo sa amin? duh!! this not a game! remember the golden rule "if you do that thingy to somebody it will 100% return to ya". so stop LYING "liars go straight to hell", FOOLING, USING, REBOUNDING, to us girls.. i am not bitter but i think i need to vent this out.. may tinamaan ba. sorry ah, i’m very outspoken.. wahahahahah :))

so there.. the real content of my heart is to wait for that "special someone" to come. i will wait for God’s best for me. while waiting i will maximize my time. enjoying every moment of my singleness.. nyayayaya :)) kase there are things that you cannot do when you are married na.. like you need to make paalam and tell your whereabouts.. di ba.. anyhow, this blog is getting long nah. basta I AM HAPPY. FREE. I AM MUCH LOVE.

LAST NIGHT WAS ONE OF THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO AND I FELT LIKE "MY DREAM HAS BEEN GRANTED!". I LOVE WATCHING LIVE BANDS. SO THERE.. I WENT IN U.P. DILIMAN SUNKEN GARDEN AND THERE I BOUGHT TICKET FOR ONLY 85 PESOS. SULIT NAMAN! I WAS WITH MY COUSIN IN FRONT OF THE STAGE. WAHAHAHAHAHAH :)) I LOVED THAT NIGHT.

SO THE FIRST HOUR ITS KINDA WALANG BUHAY BECAUSE AM WAITING FOR MY FAVORITE BAND TO SING, GRABE AFTER A DECADE PA.. SO I WAITED. "IT PAYS TO WAIT AND IT IS WORTH WAITING FOR". I THINK I WAITED TIL 3:00AM. REALLY!

UNEXPECTEDLY, CHAD PERALTA OF PDA(PINOY DREAM ACADEMY) WAS THERE. HE SANG. WEE!! SO, SO HAPPY! "JUST GIVE ME SUNSHINE FROM YOUR SMILE ITS ALL I NEED TO MAKE MY LIFE WORTHWHILE". LAUGHS. I SAVED MY VOICE AND SCREAMED(CHADDDDD!!!! YEAH!) WHILE HE WAS SINGING. THEN HE STARED AT ME AND SMILE. SHUCKS! I FEEL LIKE I AM AN ICE MELTING AT A BOILING POINT. LOL :)) THEN AFTER CHAD SANG, HERE GOES YAEL YUZON OF SPONGECOLA. YAEL! GOOSE BUMPS!

THE REST OF THE BANDS ARE EXCELLENT. ONE MORE KIAN, THE VOCALIST OF CALLALILY WAS THERE ALSO. HE’S PERFECT! HAHAHAHAH.. MY STARS! LAUGHS. LOL :))

I’M HOME AT 3:30AM. YEAH! YOU READ IT RIGHT. BREAKING THE RULES?! OF COURSE NOT MY MOM KNOWS IT AND EVEN ALLOWED ME TO GO THERE. YEAH! PERO MAY KASAMA.

IN THAT FAIR I MET NEW FRIENDS. THEY ARE WARM HEARTED AND NICE. SHOUT OUTS TO GERDA, CORIEEN AND TRIXIE. SEE YOU AGAIN.

YEAH! SUPPORT THE OPM BANDS. BUY ORIGINAL CD’s AND DVD’s. THAT’S RIGHT! 

ROCK ON! YEAH! LAUGHS. :))