my thoughts!
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005… hey there! this is my first blog. i love to write in my journal. <pause> <sigh>
… question. have you ever composed out of this world thoughts? that you can’t even jot it down because of freaking emotions? sometimes i want my heart to be replace of. something like "heart transplant". why? because i really hate feeling this way to the point it’s killing me softly each day.
… suicidal thoughts came in! i rebuked it in Jesus Name. devil, who is bound in hell try his best to gain strongholds in my life but he will NEVER prevail. Jesus assured me He will always by my side. i thought of it because i love myself that i don’t like to feel the pain anymore.
… Theophostic(God’s light) is good. i learn to face my PAIN/s in my past… i only need God’s truth. PAIN is good.
… am unwell! i believe it will come to pass. think positive. Jesus is my STRENGTH in times of trouble. God’s perfect love drives away all negative feelings. suppress feeling/s is a no-no. let it out, not to humans. to other things like drums….. whooooaaaa! i love to do it. it’s my way out. maybe climbing a mountain and shout out loud…. that’s what i like to do. <sigh>
… i love Psalm 23. i like this verse (paraphrase): "even though i walk in the valley of shadows of death, i will fear NO evil."
>> reflection: if i stumble many times in the darkness i will get up and continue my walk with Jesus. no matter what life may brings, i will take up Jesus cross. FOLLOW and OBEY Jesus. no matter what it cost. deny and forget about myself (to the point of persecution). take a STAND my generation. being a STANDARD bearer and God’s army of His Heavenly realms. A JESUSfreak! Radically proclaiming His awesome POWER and GLORIOUS kingdom. FAITH! i will love JESUS until my last breath. spending eternity with my Jesus. i LIVE for YAHWEH! my FAMOUS God. my heart belongs to God. PRAISE him! **Blessing.Honor.Glory.Power. forever.** i LIVE to worship Jesus.**
^^For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.^^ *2 Corinthians 10:3-5
